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Entries by Haris Abdul Rahman (3603)

8:31PM

Test Drives and Late Drama

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoSunday started the way Sundays around here tend to — with rounds, because the calendar's opinion on rest days rarely matches the ward's. Brisk enough, though, and done with enough time to spare that the rest of the morning still felt like it belonged to the weekend rather than merely following it.

Home early, then straight into something with a bit more shine to it — a test drive booked at iCAUR, the sort of appointment that turns an ordinary Sunday into one with a little anticipation built in. It delivered, too. A good spin, by all accounts — the kind of drive that makes the walk back to your own car afterwards feel like a slight downgrade, even when your own car's done nothing wrong.

From there to TRX for lunch, which rounded the morning off nicely, followed by a bit of a diversion into merchandise — Anita had her eye on the new Mercedes F1 top, and there's a particular efficiency to a shopping trip with one specific target rather than a vague browse. In and out, mission achieved, no lingering required.

Home early again after that, with the evening earmarked for staying exactly where we were — a proper quiet night in, the sort that doesn't need justifying after a day that had already covered its bases nicely. It opened with two new episodes of The Gentlemen, which is precisely the kind of viewing built for a lazy Sunday evening — stylish, a bit knowing, easy to sink into without asking too much of you.

Then it was time for the race, and this is where the evening's good mood met some resistance. George Russell came home second, respectable enough on paper, but not quite the result that gets celebrated with any real enthusiasm — the sort of finish that reads as fine rather than fitting. And then, as if the day had been saving up one more twist, United contrived to get pegged back for a last-gasp equaliser, the kind of goal that arrives just late enough to undo whatever composure had built up over the previous eighty-odd minutes. There's a special sort of quiet that follows a stoppage-time leveller — not shouting, not despair, just a resigned sort of silence that says everything on its own.

So the day ends on a slightly flatter note than it started, which feels almost unfair given how well the earlier hours had gone — a good test drive, a good lunch, a mission accomplished at the till, and a show that delivered exactly what was asked of it. Sport, as ever, declined to read the room. Still, one dropped point and one runner-up finish is a fairly mild way for a good Sunday to lose its shine, and there's always the next race, and the next match, to put it right.

8:19PM

A Weekend Wrapped in Haze

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoThe weekend turned up on schedule, though it brought a slightly murkier version of itself than usual — that particular haze that settles over the Klang Valley every so often and quietly flattens the whole sky into one uncommitted shade of grey. Not dramatic, not alarming, just the sort of weather that makes staying in feel less like a decision and more like the day agreeing with you before you'd even asked.

Morning rounds still had to happen, weekend or not — haze doesn't get you out of that particular commitment, however much it might argue for staying under the duvet a little longer. Brisk, done, out of the way early enough that the rest of the day could be claimed properly rather than merely inherited.

After that, the plan, such as it was, amounted to not really having one. No lunch outing this time, no reason invented to leave the house before it was strictly necessary — just the quiet decision to let the haze keep its sky and let the indoors keep its residents. There's a particular contentment to a day with nowhere urgent to be, especially one where the air outside isn't putting up much of a case for itself either.

Indoors, then, for the bulk of the day — unremarkable in the best possible way, the kind of stretch that doesn't generate anecdotes because nothing needed to happen for it to count as time well spent. The sort of pause a week occasionally deserves without having to justify it.

Evening eventually pulled everyone back out, pasar malam being the sort of fixture that survives even a hazy weekend — there's something reliably good-natured about a night market, haze or no haze, all string lights and predictable smells doing their best to compensate for whatever the sky's been up to all day. On the way, a stop at Alpha Angle, which broke up the journey nicely and gave the outing a proper shape rather than just a destination.

Once back, the evening settled indoors again, closing the day the way it opened — unhurried, undemanding, content to let the haze have the outdoors while everyone else got on with something considerably more comfortable. No great plans for the rest of the night, and none particularly missed.

It's the kind of day that's easy to undersell purely because so much of it happened at home — but there's a case to be made for a weekend that asks for almost nothing back. Rounds handled early, a market visited late, and everything in between spent exactly where it felt right to be. The haze may have taken the view; it didn't take much else.

10:20PM

A Week Winding Down, Slowly

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoThe weekend was visible on the horizon today, close enough to notice, not close enough to relax into properly — that particular stretch of the week where you can feel the finish line without being anywhere near it. Sleep hadn't cooperated the night before, the sort of restless night that doesn't announce itself with anything dramatic, just leaves you a touch slower than usual and mildly resentful of the alarm. Not the ideal preparation for a working day, but rarely is.

As it turned out, the day met that tiredness halfway — clinic came in lighter than planned, which on a morning running short on sleep felt less like luck and more like the schedule doing the sensible thing on your behalf. Fewer patients than braced for, fewer decisions demanded before the coffee had fully done its job. Small mercies, but the sort worth clocking when they show up.

The afternoon picked up the slack, procedures filling the hours after lunch with the kind of focused, hands-on work that has a way of sharpening you up regardless of how the night before went — there's something about a task that requires actual attention that tiredness quietly steps aside for. Paperwork followed once the procedures were done, the unglamorous tail end of most working days, dispatched without much ceremony because by that point there wasn't much ceremony left in the tank.

Home arrived to a house mid-errand — Anita off to physio just as the door opened, which is one of those small scheduling overlaps that says more about a normal week than any single event could. Everyone quietly getting on with their own maintenance, in their own direction, crossing paths only briefly at the doorway.

The evening had one fixed point worth building around: the season finale of Silo, which had clearly been keeping its excitement in reserve for exactly this occasion. Finales carry a particular pressure — too much to resolve, too little time to do it in — but this one seemed determined to earn the anticipation rather than merely cash it in, and for a Friday-adjacent evening, that's about as good a use of a couch as any.

Later, another meeting with the Hands of Heritage team, the project quietly becoming a fixture of the week rather than an occasional appearance on it. There's a comfortable rhythm setting in now, the kind that comes from repetition rather than novelty — less "another meeting," more "the next bit of the same thing," which is exactly how these things ought to feel once they're properly under way.

So: a rough night redeemed by a forgiving clinic, procedures that asked for focus and got it, a finale that delivered, and a project steadily finding its shape. Not a dramatic day, but a satisfying one — the sort that makes the actual weekend, whenever it arrives, feel entirely earned.

9:37PM

A Day That Wandered Off Script

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoEvery so often the day declines to follow the usual template, and today was one of the declining sort — less of the standard grind, more of the odds and ends that don't normally get a look-in. No complaints there. A bit of variety has a way of making even a familiar week feel freshly arranged.

Morning rounds came first, as they generally do, but what followed them didn't — an interview, recorded rather than simply lived through, which changes the texture of a morning in a way that's hard to explain until it happens. There's a particular self-consciousness to speaking somewhere the words are being kept, a low hum of "get this right" running underneath the actual answers. It went smoothly enough, though, and there's a certain satisfaction in ticking off something that isn't part of the usual rotation.

Lunch, and then rounds again, briefer this time — the kind of quick pass through that clears the essentials without dragging the whole afternoon along with it. With that out of the way, the rest of the day opened up rather generously, and it seemed only sensible to head home earlier than the week had been allowing.

Home early meant paperwork, which sounds like a poor trade for freedom until you remember that paperwork done at your own pace, in your own chair, barely counts as work at all by comparison. This particular batch was for MSH — the sort of task that's easy to let pile up precisely because none of it is urgent on any given day, which is exactly how it becomes urgent on some future day if left alone long enough. Better dealt with now, unhurried, than later, in a rush.

With that cleared, the evening earned its keep properly — a couple of episodes of "The Bombing of Pan Am 103," which turned out to be the kind of compelling that makes "just one more episode" feel less like a cliché and more like an entirely reasonable decision. The sort of documentary that reconstructs something you thought you understood and quietly reveals you hadn't, in the way the best ones do.

Then, at eight, a meeting with the team on the Hands of Heritage video project — a proper bookend to a day that had already leaned unusually creative. It's a different kind of tired, that sort of meeting, the good kind that comes from building something rather than simply getting through something, and it rounded the evening off with a bit of momentum rather than draining what was left of it.

So: an interview in the morning, medicine squeezed in around it, paperwork tackled early enough to actually enjoy the rest of the evening, a documentary that earned its screen time, and a project meeting that closed the day on something being made rather than merely managed. Not every day gets to be different. This one made reasonably good use of the chance.

8:56PM

A Lighter Load, Gladly Taken

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoSome days arrive already in a good mood, and today was one of them, or at least clinic seemed to think so. Fewer patients through the door than usual, which is the sort of thing you notice almost immediately by the shape of the morning — more space between appointments, fewer people perched in the waiting area doing that particular blend of patience and mild impatience. Whatever the reason for the lighter numbers, nobody was in a hurry to question it. A quieter morning has a way of being accepted gracefully, no questions asked, the professional equivalent of finding a seat on a full train.

It made for a noticeably more relaxed pace, the kind where things get done without ever feeling rushed to do them — a rare enough combination that it's worth remarking on when it turns up. Nothing dramatic, just an ease to the morning that carried through rather than evaporating the moment the first minor complication showed up, because today there wasn't really one.

Lunch broke things up nicely — sushi, with the pharma folks, which is one of those work lunches that manages to be both business and genuinely pleasant, a combination not every calendar invite delivers on. Good company, better than average lunch, the sort of conversation that drifts between shop talk and everything else without either side dominating. It's easy to forget how much a decent lunch can reset the second half of a day until one actually does it.

Back to clinic for the afternoon, which kept up the morning's lighter rhythm rather than undoing it — still steady, still busier than not, but without the crush that turns an afternoon into a countdown. Things moved the way they're meant to when nobody's fighting the clock, and the day wrapped up with enough daylight still going spare to count as an early finish.

Home earlier than the week's been offering lately, which after a run of longer days registers as something close to a small windfall — not enough to plan anything around, but enough to notice and be quietly grateful for. The evening asked for nothing more than it was given: no errands trailing in from the day, no looming list waiting to be tackled, just the straightforward business of unwinding, properly, the way an evening is supposed to work when the day behind it hasn't demanded too much.

It's the kind of day that resists a tidy takeaway, mostly because nothing needed fixing, avoiding, or recovering from — just a lighter clinic, a good lunch, an ordinary afternoon, and an evening spent doing very little with no apology attached. Some days earn their rest through sheer volume survived; today earned it more simply, by not asking for much in the first place. Either way, the sofa didn't seem to mind how it got there.