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9:10PM

Back In The Rhythm

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoBack to work, then, the holiday duly filed away under fond memories, and the day wasted no time reminding everyone how the other five work. A full morning from the off, no gentle easing back in — straight into it, the way a return to routine tends to arrive whether you've asked for a warm-up or not.

Even getting there took a bit of doing. Traffic had opinions about the morning that it insisted on sharing at length, and the result was a later arrival than planned, the sort that sets a faintly apologetic tone before the day's even properly begun. Nothing dramatic, just the low-grade friction of sitting in a queue of brake lights while the clock gets on with its business regardless of your objections.

Once there, the morning didn't so much start as continue straight into the afternoon — clinic back to back, no real seams between one thing and the next, the kind of stretch where the day organises itself into a single long push rather than any tidy sequence of parts. There's a particular rhythm to that sort of run, less a series of tasks than one continuous hum, and it has a way of eating the hours without much ceremony.

A lunch appointment broke it up, at least in name — a pharma meeting, the sort that counts as a pause on paper but rarely feels like much of one, conversation and agenda threaded through the meal rather than set politely aside for it. Useful enough, and a change of scene, but not exactly the kind of lunch that leaves a person restored. More a different flavour of busy than an actual rest.

Back into it after that, the afternoon picking up exactly where the morning left off, and by the time things finally wound down, the day had comfortably outstayed its welcome. Home came late — later than the morning would have guessed, given how it started — and there wasn't much left in reserve by the time the door shut behind it all. Properly tired, the kind that doesn't need explaining, just acknowledging and then, ideally, sitting down for a bit.

Not a bad day, exactly — full days rarely are, they're just demanding in a way that only shows up once they're over. Traffic on the way in, no real gap in the middle, a lunch that worked twice as hard as it looked, and an evening that arrived a little later than invited. The sort of day that doesn't ask for sympathy so much as an early night, which, fair enough, is exactly what it's about to get.

9:02PM

A Holiday, Rerouted

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoA public holiday has a particular texture to it — Maulidur Rasul meant the day arrived already excused from its usual obligations, which is a fine way for any Tuesday to introduce itself. Even the ward round agreed to the mood, starting later than usual, unhurried, the sort of pace that suggests the day itself knows it's off duty even if a few small duties remain. Nothing wrong with a slow start on a day built for one.

From there, lunch at the Shangri-La, which does the thing it does well without needing to announce it — good room, good food, the sort of meal that settles a person rather than merely feeding them. No fuss required when the setting's already doing half the work. Suitably fortified, the plan turned toward KLCC, with genuine intentions of seeing what Ombak, the new mall that's gone up across the way, actually looks like on the inside rather than from the road.

That plan lasted about as long as plans made before actually arriving somewhere tend to. The air outside had that hazy, slightly apologetic quality that passes for "not great" on the air quality index, and Ombak, being new and shiny and much discussed, had drawn exactly the crowd you'd expect a new and shiny and much-discussed thing to draw on a holiday. Between the two — bad air, worse queues — the appeal thinned out fairly quickly. Some places are worth fighting a crowd for. A first look at a mall, on a hazy day, is not one of them.

So, sensibly, a detour: Kinokuniya instead, which never seems to mind being the second choice, possibly because it knows it'll usually win you over anyway. There's a particular calm to wandering shelves with no fixed target, the sort of browsing that isn't really about buying anything so much as being somewhere quiet and full of other people's finished thoughts. A proper antidote to a crowded mall, as it turns out — trade the crush for the stacks and somehow come out more relaxed than you went in.

The day rounded itself off nicely with ice chocolate at Ralph Lauren's new café, which is a slightly improbable sentence to type but a genuinely pleasant way to spend twenty minutes — the sort of spot that's clearly designed to be photographed, and manages to be worth sitting in anyway, which isn't always guaranteed. A good drink, a good sit-down, and by then the day had more or less made its point.

Home early after that, no argument from anyone. A holiday spent half as planned and half improvised, which if you think about it is roughly the correct ratio — the improvised bits nearly always turn out to be the better half. Ombak will still be there once the air's cleared and the crowds have thinned to something reasonable. No rush. That's rather the point of a day like this.

5:03PM

Small Mercies, Spicy Snacks

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoNew week, and already there's a faint holiday shimmer to it — Tuesday's a public holiday for Maulidur Rasul, which means Monday gets to spend itself as a kind of extended eve rather than a proper, unglamorous start to five straight days. There's a particular lightness to a week that's already been shortened before it's begun. Not a full holiday mood, more the warm-up act for one, but welcome all the same.

The morning did its part handsomely — properly good weather, the sort with real conviction behind the blue, no half-hearted cloud cover hedging its bets. The kind of morning that all but insists you go and stand in it for a minute, which, credit where due, actually happened, briefly, before the day pulled rank. From there it was straight into the chores, the unglamorous admin of keeping a household upright — nothing worth dwelling on individually, but satisfying in the aggregate the way a tidy list always is once it's been worked through rather than merely written.

Afternoon brought the clinic list, set and steady, the sort of stretch that asks for its own particular rhythm — attention in, small talk managed, one thing after the next without much room to drift. Paperwork filled the gaps between, as it does, and got a bit of help from a packet of wasabi chips, which is not a combination anyone would recommend on medical grounds but did wonders for morale. There's something almost bracing about that specific sinus-clearing jolt mid-form-filling — keeps a person honest, or at least awake.

And it was hot. Properly, insistently hot, the kind of heat that turns "just popping out" into a small act of bravery and makes the air conditioning feel less like a comfort and more like a life-support system. The morning's fine weather had, by early afternoon, revealed its true intentions — less gentle sunshine, more a slow, committed roast. No complaints exactly, just the specific fatigue that comes from existing in it, the sort that makes the evening's stillness feel earned rather than merely available.

Which it was — properly chilled, in both senses, the day finally exhaling after its warmer stretches. Nothing scheduled, nothing owed, just the quiet business of letting a Monday wind itself down at its own pace. There's a particular satisfaction to an evening with no further demands on it, made better by the knowledge that tomorrow isn't showing up to make any either.

So: a decent morning, a full afternoon, a hot middle, and a calm landing — the kind of day that doesn't ask to be remembered specially but earns a small nod anyway, mostly for getting the balance right. And somewhere in the back of the mind, already, the quiet arithmetic of a short week, counted and rather looked forward to.

9:01PM

The Return Trip, Properly Done

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoRounds started on time, which after a week of near-misses and small negotiations with the clock felt like a fitting way to open a Sunday — no catching up required before the day had even begun. From there it was a straight run to KL Gateway Mall, arriving by eleven with the schedule from a few days back still roughly intact in memory, this time with proper hours to spend rather than a stolen half hour between other things.

A quick lunch first, sensibly, because wandering an exhibition on an empty stomach is its own kind of distraction, and then into the exhibits properly — the version of KLPF that Wednesday's crowded preview hadn't allowed, walked at an actual pace rather than the polite shuffle of a packed hall.

The real highlight of the day, though, was sitting in on the talks — Kieran Long and Ripi both on the bill, and both worth every minute. There's a particular pleasure in hearing people who clearly know their subject talk about it without performing knowledge, just laying it out plainly and letting the work do the persuading. Excellent, without needing much qualification beyond the word itself.

After that, back out to the photographs properly, taking the time this pass allowed, and a stop at the book tables that turned into more than a stop — a few titles from local photographers came home in the bag, the sort of purchase that feels less like spending and more like backing something worth backing. Left by four, satisfied rather than rushed, the exhibition finally given its due after the abbreviated first look.

From there, a change of gear entirely — out to Bukit Antarabangsa to join Mak for dinner, the day pivoting neatly from photographs and public talks to the far quieter business of family and a shared table. No agenda beyond being there, which after a week of agendas was its own small relief.

One last errand on the way home: a stop at BSC to sort out food for the boys, the sort of practical task that closes a day out rather than adding to it — less an event, more the full stop at the end of the sentence.

Altogether, a day that did exactly what Sunday is meant to do: finish something properly, learn a little, spend a bit on books that'll be worth having, and end at a family table. Not every loose end from the week gets tied off so neatly, but this one did — and the ones that mattered most.

4:03PM

Good Weather, Wasted On Nobody

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoRare thing, a properly good day outside — the sort with actual blue in the sky rather than the usual negotiated truce with the clouds — and naturally the day's plans involved being indoors for most of it. There's a particular comedy to that, spending a fine afternoon under fluorescent lighting while the weather does its best work entirely unwitnessed. Still, it wasn't wasted exactly, just redirected.

The morning opened with rounds and, threaded through them, an update on a lymphoma case worth the extra attention it got — the kind of detail that's easy to file away as routine until you remember it's precisely the sort of thing that shouldn't be treated routinely. Worth the pause, in other words, even on a day with other places to be.

Those other places turned out to be KL Hilton, which hosted lunch and dinner both, and did rather well by both — good enough that "the food was good" undersells it slightly, though it's the kind of understatement a day like this earns. The event itself ran the full stretch between those two meals, and earned its keep too: a proper spread of regional speakers, one dialling in from Saudi with the sort of composure that makes video calls across time zones look easier than they are. Sat with Jerome for most of it, which always makes the long stretches more bearable — company has a way of shortening even a full-day programme.

By the time dinner wrapped things up, the day had already delivered more than its share, so there wasn't much guilt in switching gears entirely for the evening — off to watch Manchester United open their season against Hull, optimism intact, the way it always is before kickoff, however unreliable that optimism has proven in seasons past.

It did not go well. Two-nil, and not the sort of two-nil that leaves room for creative interpretation — just a straightforward beating on opening day, the kind that sets an unwelcome tone before the season's even found its feet. Disappointing barely covers it, though there's a certain grim tradition to United fans starting the year disappointed; at least the ritual's consistent, even when the football isn't.

So: a day that gave generously in the morning and afternoon, and took a fair bit back by evening. Good conversation, good food, a talk worth attending — and then ninety minutes that undid a fair chunk of the goodwill. Balance, of a sort. Just not the kind you'd choose.