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9:25PM

First Slide, First Speaker

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoThere's a particular flavour of nerves reserved for being first on the programme — no warm-up act, no chance to watch someone else settle the room first. Eight o'clock, opening slot, and the day already asking for full attention before the coffee had properly kicked in.

Slides got tested early, which turned out to be the right call — nothing sharpens focus quite like confirming, twice, that the clicker actually advances past slide one. Breakfast came after, eaten with the specific efficiency of someone who knows they're on shortly and would rather not test fate with anything too ambitious on the plate.

The talk itself went well, or well enough that the nerves felt, in hindsight, slightly wasted. And from there the day simply ran — properly ran, in the way conference days rarely do. Sessions on time, one flowing into the next without the usual apologetic delays, which for anyone who's sat through enough scientific meetings feels almost suspicious in its smoothness.

The booths looked sharp too, everything set up with the kind of polish that suggests someone spent a very long night with a spirit level and strong opinions about signage. Small things noticed and appreciated — the sort of details that only register when they've been got right, rather than when they've gone wrong.

Friday brought its own logistics, handled better than expected — a shuttle laid on for prayers, which meant no one had to choose between obligation and schedule. Occasionally the quiet wins of an event are the ones nobody claps for.

Busy, though, all the way through. Council meeting followed the talks, the sort of session that runs on committee time rather than clock time, before the day wound down into a faculty dinner by the pool. Good food, better company — the kind of evening where conversation drifts easily between shop talk and nonsense, and nobody's in a hurry to check their watch. Anita, meanwhile, had spent the afternoon with Azida, the two of them presumably covering considerably more entertaining ground than council minutes.

By the time dinner wrapped, tiredness had properly set in — the accumulated kind, built from an early start, a full programme, and the particular effort of being switched on since before sunrise. A good tired, though. The sort earned rather than endured.

Tomorrow will ask for more of the same, if not slightly more of it. Tonight, at least, ends on the right note — pool lights reflecting off water, plates mostly empty, and a first day that, against the odds of an eight o'clock start, went rather better than the nerves had predicted.

10:28PM

Sunrise, Sand, and a Change of Address

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoMornings by the sea have a way of making early starts feel almost reasonable, even when the sky hasn't quite decided what kind of day it wants to have. Sunrise came in muted, cloud doing most of the work instead of colour, but it was enough to justify being up and about while the resort was still mostly asleep. A walk through the grounds followed — quiet paths, damp air, the sort of footage better saved for its own entry than squeezed into today's account.

Breakfast redeemed any lingering greyness in the sky. A proper spread, the kind that makes indecision feel like a luxury rather than a flaw — and food good enough that seconds required no real persuasion. Afterwards, a buggy ride around the grounds, which is possibly the most efficient way ever devised to feel like a guest of honour while doing absolutely nothing yourself. Then down to the beach, sand underfoot, the sea doing its unhurried, indifferent thing regardless of who was watching.

Back in the room, a nap presented itself as the only sensible option, while Anita took on the rather less restful job of packing everything back into the size it had originally come out of. Checkout was noon sharp — one of those departures that always arrives faster than expected, the villa reverting instantly from "ours" to "just a very nice room" the moment the key card went back.

Lunch broke up the drive towards Johor Premium Outlets, where a couple of purchases were made with the sort of restraint that still somehow leaves the boot slightly fuller than before. From there, on to Johor Bahru proper, checking into the Sheraton — a shift in register from beach resort to conference hotel, all clean lines and purposeful lobbies, the sort of place built for people about to be busy.

Azida dropped by not long after, and tea turned into the kind of unhurried catch-up that doesn't need an agenda to justify itself. Dinner brought a different kind of conversation — talk drifting, as it tends to among old colleagues, towards an upcoming product launch, the sort of discussion that mixes genuine interest with the low hum of shop talk neither party quite manages to switch off.

Later, a walk through to see the conference venue mid-preparation — chairs half-arranged, signage half-up, that particular limbo of a space becoming something before it's ready to be seen. There's a strange calm in watching a room get built for tomorrow while still standing in today's clothes.

And with that, an early settle for the night, the sea now a day behind rather than a few steps away. Tomorrow's shaping up long, by all accounts — which, after a day this full, feels less like a warning and more like a fair exchange.

12:08AM

Rain, Road, and Ridiculously Nice Villas

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoThe day started apologetically, with rain doing its best to slow everything down before it had even begun. Morning rounds went ahead regardless, followed by the usual business of sorting Day Care, though the weather had other ideas about scheduling — a patient arrived later than planned, and the whole morning shuffled along a half-step behind itself, like a dance where someone's missed a cue.

Still, by eleven it was all wrapped up, which felt like a minor triumph given the circumstances, and we were out of KL before noon. The first stop was R&R Nilai for lunch — not glamorous, exactly, but there's something honest about a highway rest stop meal eaten with one eye on the road ahead. Then south properly, the PLUS highway giving way eventually to the Senai–Desaru Highway, the scenery gradually trading city grey for a greener, flatter kind of quiet.

Somewhere past Kluang or thereabouts, the sky cleared. Johor, it turned out, had held onto the sun we'd left behind in KL — a small but noticeable act of generosity from the weather gods. Four hours in total, traffic smooth the whole way, which for a road trip out of the Klang Valley counts as something close to a miracle.

And then, the Mandarin Oriental. Whatever fatigue had built up over the drive dissolved fairly quickly once we arrived — the place has that particular hush good resorts manage, where even the air feels like it's been asked to keep its voice down. The sound of the sea reached the room before the sea itself came into view, which is its own kind of welcome.

The villa itself was absurd in the best way — around 1,100 square feet, a small pool sitting between bathroom and bedroom like a very civilised negotiation, a dining area, and a balcony made for nothing more strenuous than standing still and letting the breeze do its work. I spent a good stretch after settling in just wandering with the camera, chasing light rather than anything in particular.

The only real disappointment was the maths of it all — one night is not enough, and the spa, gorgeous as it looked overlooking the Ernie Els-designed course, was priced for a longer stay and closed at seven regardless. We let it go. There was tennis, padel, cycling, all politely declined — we hadn't come to compete with anything, just to walk, slowly, and let the day undo itself.

Dinner was grilled, eaten indoors with the aircon on, the heat outside making a strong case for staying put. And then, sleep — the deep, dreamless kind that only a very long day and a very good bed can conspire to produce.

9:18PM

Packing Between the Lines

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoThere's a specific kind of tiredness that comes with knowing tomorrow is a half-day, and today isn't. The whole of it had a slightly restless quality — one eye on the clock, one eye on the beach that's still two sleeps away, and both eyes very much required for the actual business of getting through the hours in between.

Started with the MSH meeting, which is the sort of fixture that demands full attention and rarely gets a full audience — everyone present, half of everyone already somewhere else in their head. I'd like to say I bucked the trend. I did not.

Clinic ran long, deliberately so, on account of it being the last proper one before the week quietly empties out. Better to absorb the load now than leave it waiting, resentful, for whoever's desk it lands on next. It's an odd kind of front-loading — cramming the week's worth of attention into a single stretch so the rest can breathe. By the time the last patient left, the room had that particular hush that only comes after a long session, the kind where even the air conditioning sounds like it's exhaled.

Lunch broke it up nicely — a friend from the pharma side, off to Canada next month, which is one of those departures that still doesn't feel quite real even as the date gets closer. We talked about the move the way people always do before it's actually happened: logistics dressed up as excitement, excitement occasionally showing through the logistics. Cold winters, warm goodbyes, that sort of exchange. It's strange how a lunch can double as a small farewell without either party quite naming it as such.

Afternoon brought the long round, unhurried in pace but not in length, the kind that eats an afternoon quietly rather than all at once. By the time it wrapped, the light outside had gone properly gold, the sort that makes even a car park look faintly cinematic.

Home for dinner, which felt earned rather than routine tonight. And then — packing. Never my favourite chapter of any trip, mostly because it always reveals how optimistic I was about how little I'd need. Desaru doesn't ask for much: shorts, a book that will probably stay shut, sunscreen bought with good intentions. Anita, predictably, packs like someone anticipating four different climates and two unplanned formal events.

Tomorrow is a short round, mercifully, before the road to JB and then on to the coast. There's a particular pleasure in packing the night before a proper break — not the holiday itself yet, just the promise of it, folded neatly into a bag by the door. Lights off early tonight. The sea can wait a few more hours; so, thankfully, can everything else.

9:51PM

Extra Time, Extra Tired

Please click the photo above to play the daily videoThree in the morning has a particular quality of silence to it — the kind where the fridge hum sounds like an orchestra and every footstep on the tiles feels like a confession. That was the hour the alarm went off, not out of necessity but out of principle. The World Cup final does not wait for a reasonable bedtime, and neither, it turns out, does Anita.

She was up before me, already settled in with the air of someone attending a proper occasion rather than watching football at an ungodly hour. The halftime show was the priority — BTS were on the bill, and she had opinions about camera angles before a ball had even been kicked in the second half. I'll admit I was there for the football and stayed, somewhat helplessly, for the spectacle. Shakira, Chris Martin, a school choir from Staten Island, and enough pyrotechnics to make the neighbours wonder if we'd finally gone to war with someone. Ten minutes of it and I still couldn't tell you how they got Coldplay involved, but there we are.

The match itself was Spain's, thoroughly. Argentina had Messi, and Messi had one good sprint in him early on, but the rest of the night belonged to a Spanish side that defended like it owed someone money and attacked like it didn't. A red card, a disallowed goal, a goalkeeper making saves that will be replayed for years — and then, deep into extra time, Ferran Torres did what substitutes are occasionally put on the pitch to do. Deserved winners. Argentina, for all their pedigree, never quite looked like men who believed it was their night.

None of which helps at half six in the morning, when the alarm goes off for real this time and the body simply declines to cooperate. Getting to work felt less like a commute and more like wading — everything slightly delayed, as though the whole day had also stayed up to watch the final and was equally reluctant to get going. Clinic ran long, the way clinics do when everyone in the room is operating on borrowed sleep and good intentions. Patience held, just about, though there was a point mid-afternoon where a very ordinary sentence took three attempts to land correctly.

Small mercy: I was back home in good time, which felt like the day's one unambiguous victory. No extra time required for that particular fixture.

What's left now is the business of recovering — an early night non-negotiable, sleep owed and about to be collected. And somewhere in the back of my mind, the quiet, low-grade nag of a JB trip that needs packing for, sitting there patiently, waiting its turn. Tomorrow's problem. Tonight belongs to the pillow.